Why I'm doing this (In Short)

In short, the reason for my adventure to India is that I wanted to figure out what I wanted to do in life before I began doing it. I went through the entire college application process and had a few good options before me, however in my heart I did not feel it wise to start on a path that I wasn't sure was for me, especially if that path required me owing a ton of money to some bank. I do believe in the importance of a higher education whether it be formal or informal but I don't believe that every 18 year old is capable of making the best decision for who they are at that young an age, with so little worldy experience. So as I meditate and brush cows I hope to come to realize what was meant for me to do in this lifetime and I also wish to see the world as it truly is, infinite, whole and universally connected.